BEFORE I FORGET

Laroi embarks on a slow, reflective journey though a breakup with several highs and lows. In a nutshell, the lows boil down to aimless music where several songs feel like interludes into interludes. The high's meanwhile are where the attempts of this album have the stars align. For some reason, this album doesn't feel like it was created with a lot of specific decisions in mind. That's not a bad thing; many artists excel at creating music through this process, and I think it is generally the standard way, especially for new musicians, to produce music. On here, though, it feels like the only decisions they made before creating this album were a few of the artistic styles, like "A PERFECT WORLD" and "THE MOMENT" being more 80s themed. Several of these songs share a very slow stripped-back R&B rhythm, which, duh, makes sense, it's an R&B album, but the ideas are just rehashes of trendy instrumental themes or copies of each other. This leads me to why it does work! Albums with this style of creation, even if they feel aimless, can come out with several good tracks if working with musicians who even hit every once in a while. That is the case here. Starting with the lyrics, I mean, it's a breakup album. Laroi has never hosted a masterclass in songwriting, and while his writing has improved since his teenage years, it's still not at a point where it would be a main draw. His voice has improved significantly over the same time period, and he's finally finding some good consistency with it. I'm sure his moving away from rap has helped, as now he has more opportunities and more pressure to do it right, given the abundance of singing he's doing now compared to then. The production is pretty consistent in terms of style but varies significantly in terms of quality. This album struggles with creating slower, more stripped-down music. It does succeed when it finally tries to build inthroughto something. "THANK GOD", "PRIVATE", and "BACK WHEN YOU WERE MINE" all show this exactly. "THANK GOD" is perhaps the best version of this as the drums build and build throughout, and with Laroi's nice tempo, the lyrics come to a very great ending. It features a glitchy production that doesn't feel like you're in an EDM track, but is appropriate for the style. This is an example of what I wish there was more of here. Not necessarily slow builds, but just more change within each song. "THE MOMENT," for example, has this nice '80s stripped production, but the only memorable part about it is that there is a feature on it. The song has no movement. Laroi is young and has plenty of time to learn and improve. The amount he has changed over the last 5 years is astonishing in its own right. He's not a messiah of music by any means, but I appreciate his dedication and care in creating something new for himself. He is definitely not one to get stuck in a particular musical trend and live there his whole life, at least from what we can tell so far. I would love to continue to listen to what he makes as the songs that do stick the landing, like "A COLD PLAY", deserve the attention.